We seek the teeth that fit the wound

I constantly marvel at how our life contains perpetual opportunities for growth and learning. There are always fresh demonstrations of what we ask the universe for.

I have been asking the universe to help me heal the last vestiges of my money issues whilst also asking to move my global ministry to the next level. Not big asks you might think, just the average kinds of questions for a spiritual seeker.

Be careful what you ask for!

Oh will I never learn? One email was all it took to completely unravel me.

This morning, in the 3 hours I have been physically awake I have journeyed through the entire gamut of emotions, starting at deep hurt with matching tears, through anger and rage with more tears, into the depths of rejection, unworthiness and unloveability, you guessed it, more tears. I then jumped into bit of self pity, some projected violence finally returning to deep hurt with a side of resentment. All the while acknowledging on one level that this was not based in reality and was totally being fuelled by my ego.

Enter the hero - Spiritual Practice

This is why I do my Spiritual Practice with total commitment and dedication. I know I'm not even at the bottom of the mountain of enlightenment and that the road is long and filled with many temptations to slip back to the comfort of 'them' and 'they did'.

I took up the position of my meditation (not quite the lotus but near enough for me) and tried to still my mind from all the chatter and the stories I was making up in my head. After several rounds of conversation I moved to the most effective mantra I have in my tool box for me (it doesn't have to be yours), "There is only one life, that life is God's life, that life is perfect, that life is my life now." This mantra encapsulates all that I believe and has been hugely powerful in my journey. So I got busy repeating it over and over. Gradually allowing all the other 'stuff' to subside, embracing the feeling of the words as they wrapped around me like a treasured fluffy blanket. And there it was. "We seek the teeth that fit the wound."

In that moment I was able to recognise that this WAS the answer to my 'prayers'. This was a direct delivery from the universe to allow both the healing of my money consciousness and the expansion of my global work. Even though I have travelled deeply into the recesses of my subconscious beliefs I still have greater depths to plumb. The awareness that these teeth had bitten deeply into the still held remnants of the wound entitled "what I believe about myself".

With that recognition I was able to set aside the drama of the morning and remember that I am Divine Expression, that the I Am is in me and that NO THING other than that is true unless I let it be true.
I also recognise that this has opened up a door for me to heal at a yet deeper level and in that knowing I can be grateful for that email and I can bless the sender with love, genuine, unconditional love and gratitude for being the actor in my play that could deliver these lines that would bring answers from the universe that I have called forth.

In conclusion I invite you to review a situation in your life where you are blaming, judging or separating yourself from people or situations that actually may be showing up as an answer to your prayers. You are the script writer, the director and one of the actors in the play of your life. As we move into remembering that, get still and quiet enough to hear truth and then allow our ego to take a rest, it is remarkable what we can discover, both about our lives and our selves.

In Love
Juliet x